Point you to the mirror

Today was exceptionally fun. Got a few tk hugs :) and pictures heh. Balled with Eve, Shy and Arina till we went bonkers. Drunkard basketball haha crazily laughing at everything hahaha. Happiness :)

 

"Are you still mad at me?"
"No."
"I was never mad at you."
"What were you?"
"Hurt."

I think this is the only team photo we have haha.
I still remember this day, rather clearly.
The day Coach turned 30.
The day everyone got caked.
The day everyone got soaked.
The day everyone was crazily running around with chocolate all over.
Most importantly, it was the day, we had pure fun and nothing else :)

I miss the team.
Right now, it's just not the same, not saying it's bad, but you know.. just different.
Everyone was different, in a good way.
Everyone came together, to fit into a perfect picture.
We were different but when we come together, it was just basketball and us, and i liked that a lot.

I miss going to the court every morning and just sitting there in the circle feeling like it's home.
I miss worrying about trainings especially during the december holidays especially during the frog-jump period.
I miss doing 3 lane passing and frog jumps.
I miss how we would complain the next day after frog jumps.
I miss going jiayou when the training gets tough, right now no one ever does that.
I miss doing suicides, yes I do hahaha.
I miss always trying to change into my jersey from my blouse which I always take a long time to even longer than going to the toilet.
I miss clashing bra colours.
I miss drinking only milo and nothing else before trainings.
I miss going high during matches before training till we are so tired to even train.
I miss going crazy with everyone.
I miss how comfortable we were with each other.
I miss playing full court matches though half court is fun too.
I miss trying to be in the same team as Pam, yes secret exposed hahaha.
I miss beating Coach and Mr Seah when we play against them.
I miss doing zheng fa though I hate them.
I miss going to Magic Wok or PP to eat and stink the whole bus up.
I miss trainings.
I miss the court in tk, other courts are just not the same
I miss being amazed at new moves we would do.
I miss basketball being a big part of my life,
and
the Team being an even bigger part of my life.

I miss everyone, even Coach i doubt he will see this well it is better if he doesnt hahahaha you guys better not show him.....!
I miss his weird yet funny antics which will always make me laugh. Him constantly teasing everyone. Him flirting ok not really but it is funny hahaha, trying to impress all our friends. OH and us telling our friends to be wary of him hahahaha. Those who knows, knows :)

When asked "What makes you truly happy?", "The team" was the only thing that came to my mind. Even during trainings.
I like how when we are together or during trainings, we forget everything else, just for the 5 hours. Nothing else is capable of doing that, i dont know why haha.

I really really really really miss the team, I wonder if anyone else feels the same way.

I wish time could rewind, so we can win that match, so we can get into second round, so that our dream will come true, our goal will be reached, so we can finally feel that our hard work has paid off, and that we can feel like winners at last or even just so we can be a team again.. But that is not possible :( And all these will just stay as memories, but forever will they be in my heart.
For always, forever <3

I may forget what you did but I will never forget how you made me feel

I never understood people who claim to definitely make someone happier than anyone else ever could.
It’s presumptuous.

If you could be anywhere that you wanted to be
With anyone that you wanted to be with
Do anything that you wanted to do
What would it be and who would it be with you?